At the end of my MBBS life....... A look back..

I dont mind not to get recognised as a doctor till i turn 30yr. I hav my own ideas n views about it. Few think im a spoilt, a corrupt. Oh, for u ppl, probably i should hav been a big tym nerd, then i would been a good n normal. I tell u. My mind is beyond my sober looks. Get this point straight into ur head. My views r completely different. I know wher im gonna stand as a doctor one day. I hav big ideas out here, i shall contribute in my own way.

Changing n experiencing it has been d real fun all these yrs. Moral support, i expect 4m my parents, as wel 4m u, widout which things sound zero.

My life turned out in an unexpected way 4m d day im in blore. Lot many stuffs happend from 5yrs! These r all Happening days 4 me! Im happy 4 tat. Infact i hav got too much of Moral support 4m Facebook, 4m my updates. Y shouldn't i b thanking tis gr8 technology. Hats off. Just luv this.
:)

"P.S. I Luv U"

Im reading a novel P.S. I Luv U. Its all about the Love story between a couple called Gerry & Holly. :)

ಕೋಪವೇ ದುರ್ಬಲ!!

ತಾವು ಎಷ್ಟೇ ಪ್ರೀತಿಸಿದರೂ ಒಬ್ಬ ವ್ಯಕ್ತಿಯ ಬಗ್ಗೆ ಕೆಲವು ನಕಾರಾತ್ಮಕ ವಿಷಯಗಳು ಮನಸ್ಸಿನಲ್ಲಿರುತ್ತದೆ. ಅದು ಅವರೇ ಸೃಷ್ಟಿಸಿದ್ದಾಗಬಹುದು ಅಥವಾ ಯಾವುದೋ ಘಟನೆಯಿಂದ ಬಂದಿರಬಹುದು. ಕೋಪಬಂದಾಗ ಅಲ್ಲಿಯವರೆಗೂ ಅವರ ಮನಸ್ಸಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಬಚ್ಚಿಟ್ಟುಕೊಂಡಿದ್ದ ಆ ಗೊಂದಲದ ಗುಚ್ಛ ಮಾತಾಗಿ ಬರುತ್ತದೆ. ಮಾತು ಆಡಿದರೆ ಹೋಯಿತು, ಮುತ್ತು ಒಡೆದರೆ ಹೋಯಿತು ಎನ್ನುತ್ತಾರೆ. ಒಂದೇ ಒಂದು ಮಾತು ಸಾಕು ಸಂಬಂಧಗಳನ್ನು ಹೊಸಕಿ ಹಾಕಲು. ಎಷ್ಟೇ ತೇಪೇ ಹಾಕಿದರೂ, ಎಷ್ಟೇ ಕ್ಷಮಾಪಣೆ ಕೇಳಿದರೂ, ಆ ಮೊದಲ ಸಲದ ಮಾತು ಮನಸ್ಸಿನಿಂದ ಅಳಿಸಲಾಗದು. ಅದಕ್ಕಾಗಿಯೇ ಮಾತಿನ ಮೇಲೆ ನಿಗಾ ಇರಲಿ. ಉತ್ತಮ ನಾಯಕನಾಗಲು ಬೇಕಾಗುವ ಮೊದಲ ಗುಣವಿದು.

ಹಿಂದೇ ನಿಮಗೆ ಯಾರೊಟ್ಟಿಗೆ ಸಂಬಂಧಗಳು ಕಹಿಯಾಯಿತೋ ಅಥವಾ ನೀವು ಮುಜುಗರಕ್ಕೊಳಗಾದೆರೋ ಅವರನ್ನು ಸಂಪೂರ್ಣವಾಗಿ ಆಚೆ ಹಾಕುವುದು ಉತ್ತಮ. ನಕಾರಾತ್ಮಕ ಭಾವನೆ ತರುವ ಹಾಗೂ ಕಾಲೆಳೆಯುವ ಜನರ ಸ್ನೇಹ ಬೇಕಾಗಿಲ್ಲ. ಇದ್ದರೇ ಪರಸ್ಪರ ಪ್ರೀತಿ ವಿಶ್ವಾಸ ಗೌರವದಿಂದ ಬದುಕೋಣ. ಇವು ಕೊಡಲು ಸಾಧ್ಯವಿಲ್ಲದ್ದಿದ್ದರೆ ಅವರವರ ಜೀವನ ಅವರದ್ದಾಗುತ್ತದೆ ಅಷ್ಟೇ.
ಪ್ರಪಂಚ ವಿಶಾಲವಾಗಿದೆ. ಜೀವನವಿದೆ. ಇನ್ನಷ್ಟು ವಿಶಾಲ ಮನೋಭಾವದ ಜನರನ್ನು ಭೇಟಿ ಮಾಡುವ ಅವಕಾಶವೂ ಇದೆ. :)

My journey

My mother says all the time, when you were in LKG u never used to be away from books. As a child grows it gets deviated from studies. Hmmmm..

CONT...

ಬಾ ನನ್ನ ಕೈ ಹಿಡಿದು ಎಂದಿಗೂ ಬಿಡದೆ...

FICTION:
ನೀ ನನ್ನ ಕೈ ಹಿಡಿದರೆ ಅದೇ ನನಗೆ ಸಾಧಿಸಲು ಶಕ್ತಿ..
ಕಲ್ಲಿರಲಿ ಮುಳ್ಳಿರಲಿ ನಿನ್ನ ಕೈ ಸ್ಪರ್ಷದ ಹರ್ಷವೇ ಸಾಕು,
ನನಗೇ ಎಂತಹದೇ ಇದ್ದರೂ ಎದೆಗುಂದದಂತೆ ಮಾಡುತ್ತದೆ..
ನೀಲಾಕಾಶದಲ್ಲಿ ಎತ್ತರಕ್ಕೆ ಜಿಗಿದು ಕುಣಿದು ಕುಪ್ಪಳಿಸೋಣ..
ನಿನ್ನ ಮನದೊಳಗಿರುವ ಮುಗ್ದತನದ ಆ ಮಗು,
ಆ ಕೋಮಲ ಮನಸ್ಸಿನೊಟ್ಟಿಗೆ ಕೂಡಿ ಆಡುವುದೇ ನನಗೆ ಆನಂದ..
ನಿನ್ನ ಮಂದಹಾಸದಲ್ಲೇ ನನ್ನ ಗೆಲುವಡಗಿದೆ..
ಮಗುವಿನ ನಿನ್ನ ಸ್ಪರ್ಷವೇ ನನಗೆ ಚೇತನ.. :)

I lied Her

FICTION:

I lied Her that its all over today and i cant be yours anymore. Your ego has hurt me.
Few minutes of friendly talk is enough to keep me happy by my friends. I hate when im separated from others. I still love her so much. My love is true. I didn't expect her to luv me as it is so immatured yet. Saying 'i dont love her' makes me depressed. It hurts. I dont feel my appetite, i dont feel active. I dont want to get corrupted by thinking about any other girl. If my love is true, She will talk to me and say me a Hello. For what im today, love has to surrender for me. I would rather stay just as a bachelor than loving any other girl. Nobody can take her space. It is reserved for her. She is a gem found only 1 in thousands. I didn't answer her call, because i cant face our conversation now. :(

Happy new year all. Hope this year brings you all that you wish. :)

Let me come out of that hesitation for the 1st time

Let me not worry, let me not hesitate. It is all in my mind and hard work. Everything is preplanned and it is done. Thats how it works. What has to happen will certainly happen. And im totally frank and truthful in this blog.

All these years of my medical life, i have been totally unsatisfactory. I know. Because of my crazy attitude. Nevertheless i have enjoyed my life to the maximum, for no medico it is possible. All i want is to just push MBBS life aside now and concentrate on my MD. From now I have got 2yrs of time. 2013 should be my year and it will be. I have been in touch with many doctors to guide me. Im truthful and frank in my approach. Let me challenge myself from now, how much i can put forward and make myself to reach my goal.

All i want is complete support from my parents.

And again what makes it a difference is complete love and care from my dream girl. It makes a difference when you are watched by some1 u Luv.

Acting in a movie hardly consumes a week of your time but think about its after effect.Hmmmm. Gud.. :)
Later +3yrs will be in MD.
People who have achieved something are ordinary and im not ordinary than anyone. Im strong in my will and approach. YES........ :):)

ನಾ ಕಂಡ ನಗ್ನ ಸತ್ಯ......

I always used to peep through the eastern window in my room in Tumkur. U know Y?? I could see a hill, Siddhaganga. There was a high way, towards Bangalore. My home was near by NH4. I always wondered this word "BANGALORE". The word itself attracts.

Hmmm, i could see lot many dreams in my parent's eyes, certainly showed the trust they had on me.
I have friends from almost all the fields in Bangalore.
As they say nothing comes just like that. Ther is nothing called EASY in this world. A luck factor will work out for that EASY added with your effort. For me luck over did the effort, ofcourse effort was added with it.
Well in shooting, i got good treatment, with some unfriendly situations too. This movie will remain in my heart for ever, no matter if i have done it good, bad or worst. It thrilled me for nearly 6months of my life. Im doing some more movies coming days too.

Most of the people are desperate for money and ready to do anything. The police system is a bit strong, so you dont see much of crimes.
Most of the girls are sexually desperates and curious. U might not agree with me. Yes it is the truth. Guys may express it more. The ultimate truth is girls have the highest sexual urge than guys. It is just that their social environment, restrictions by parents, respect, fear make them not much expressive like guys. Ofcourse guys enjoy much of the freedom.
There exist many Gays & lesbians in Bangalore. A person called Karan then Arjun and then Deepak offered me for relationship. The truth is that most of these people spend much of their time in lonely hours, i dont know how they were when born, but yeah their life style, their lonely times, their woman hatredness has made them gays. The truth is most of the Modelling people, few of the media people are gays. I was surprised to see this truth. I dont have contact with these people as i told them im not Gay and such things i cant entertain.
From past years, FB has been my real friend. I have been able to know, i have been able bring out the talents in me. One hats off to this technology.
I told my heart define me?? It remained silent. I asked it silently, wat exactly you want in life, what exactly you are trying to figure out to get satiation? Tell me i will get you. It still remained silent. The truth of its silence is that even it doesn't know what makes it satiated, but still it makes a bit noise! What it exactly wants is all possible crazy things on this earth. While craving these crazy stuffs i might have looked Mad, Talented, Dud, Desperate, Good, Wanna be, Self obsessive, Bad. What im not?? I have been everything. I have reached on both the sides of Good & Bad. I know to weight life in all the angles now. I choose the Good way, bcoz i know wrong ways can never make anyone a real Man.
It remained silent for 1 more unresolved question. It needed a genuine friend. It waited all these years. Everybody appreciated me, commented, criticised me, No body told how i should be. That was the moment when i felt My dream Girl's virtual presence. I tuned myself "This is exactly how i should be in order to be a GENTLEMAN". Her presence is awaited. A Girl can change a Guy. Maturity+Luv=LIFE :)

I wanna be A Child in Ur arms

FICTION:
A letter 2 My dream Angel: Wher ever U r read this 4m Me 2 U. :)

For all these 23yrs of My patience, God has given Me such a wonderful friend, Im thankful to Him in tons & tons. Wat makes Me feel good is that, I feel Im secured, I feel Im controlled, I feel Im loved. Every moment I remember U, I smile, wat els do I need in my life, hey Sweet heart. A relationship builds when A girl is everything in A guy's life, so U too. Ur talks mesmerises Me. I luv it when U say, I should b so & so, so that I look still smarter than yesterdays. U r of such girl, who guide me, so I do admire U a lot, I respect U so much. A man can do anything for his girl's luv, I know I hav been understanding this very well now.
I wanna be A child in Ur arms. For that Warmth care, for that Purest luv. D only Woman for A man who can b His Friend, Lover, Mother, Guide, Wellwisher is His girl. Rather than treating U as My girl, I see U with thos aesthetic Luv which only Mother can give. D Luv I hav on U is d purest of d pure.
I might not have been A successful man in past 22yrs. But the moment I met U in my life, ya I achieved everything wat I didnt these yrs. Ur luv can stimulate all magical senses & can create any miracles in My life. Im sure, wat ever I do, I achieve 4m now will be chanting only LUV.
Dedicating to U. :)

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